Normally I don’t post on the weekends since I’m usually on my xbox and not my laptop, but I was reading this article on ny phone. It was shared, by the Buddhism page I follow on Facebook. Haha, I like to learn in my spirituality everywhere.
It is about the top regrets people have at the end of their lives.
Hey it’s Anthony and what has occurred to me the most is people relying on the technology. Yes, we need to look up information that we don’t know or need to know. For example, like checking on your grades for school or looking up information for things to learn about. Don’t get me wrong, I am one of those people that rely on technology, but not as much though. If we constantly rely on our phones, computers, and just the high tech itself, then we wouldn’t recognize the real world. Sometimes you got to just put the phone down or turn off the computer and go outside.
Going out more is better then staying on your phone all day. Continue Reading
Hello. This this your friendly neighborhood T-Warrior. …that’s the motto for my gamertag…
Just wanted to update. No I haven’t abandoned my blog. Just been REALLY REALLY busy and haven’t had any time to sit and dump 60 minutes or so on a post. Bare with me you faithful subscribers. I’m just moving some stuff around in my schedule to get my time allotment to write again. I’ll be back to social commentary and random notes of opinions as soon as possible.
Til next time. Stay frosty.
Evrytime I’m out late I tend to go into this state of deep though on the train. I gotta stop this partying hard lol.
I’m in the library wit my friend comin from work and I venture off in search of sum good gay literature to read and give me sum inspiration for this post(cuz I dun do enuf gay things lol), I end coming up finding a diff book that makes me think about sumthin else altogether. And it happens to b sumthin that’s been on my mind for while as one of my questionable priorities.
You’ll nvr guess wut it’s about…
The desire to b thin in society.
It’s also Funny cuz I just put a post on the joint blog about lying through external asthetics and now I get inspired to personalize a bit on my blog. Wow much.
But it brought to thinking I’ve tried so hard to b so fit for so long and I still wanna modify it a bit and the only thing stopping me is my mind has the knowledge that I might take it a bit too far. Last thing I want is to b a tank walkin down the street unable to put my arms at my side lol.
But y do I think about it so much? Y do I want to stay this way? Y wasn’t I happy wit myslef b4? It’s kinda funny I always thought to myself i’d wanna make sure I was fit and looked good for my boyfriend to be cuz I’d b, in part, a reflection of him as he would b of me(plus bein primped and look conscious is a good skill for life. And my friends tend to use my judgement alot, which im proud I can help), but now I kinda dun care(key word there is “kinda”. Relax). I’ve come to realize that most ppl tend not to care and r just happy wit wut they have. Either that or they’re just to lazy to change and that forces them to b happy wit wut they have(like sumone I kno lol). I guess that’s a good thing too.
But I guess my issue with this, as is with most things, is that I’m tryin to find the balance in it and I’m failing much. Either I’m over focused on gettin tightened and my willpower takes full control(which is y I looked the way I do now) or I’m super lazy and dun give a crap and just consume all(which is my current state). I’m also an emotional eater so that doesn’t help me any lol. Argh mind is stretched thinking of too many things and I’m stressing on the little stuff I guess.
Til next time. Stay frosty.
i kno the sayin is “trials and tribulations” but i wanted to b original. soo, wut do i discuss this time….ooh ooh ooh i kno; how about my very, very bad decision to work and go to skool this yr.
it sucked last yr, not to have money to spend on wut i want, but i think it was better that i wasnt working. cuz i tend to make wuts more immediately beneficial to me my highest priority. last yr, that was skool and i did uber well, now im working so its work, and this’ll b my second horrible semester in a row. like im only takin 3 classes. this shouldve been easier. but i dont have time for anything anymore. i wake up early and go to skool. then i take the trip baq to queens for work. then i come baq home at about 7 – 8 and try to eat dinner and shower. then i gotta go to bed cuz i gotta b up early and do it all over again.
and its not like i dont kno wut to do. i have several options how to fix this, but i dont want to do either of them. i can:
1. take time off from work and skool. recollect my thoughts and jump baq in and recover the end of my semester. but id have to sacrifice money from my paycheck and i could potentially fall behind worse than now
2. i could leave skool till next yr or next semester and just concentrate on work. but id have to sacrifice the money my parents paid 4 these classes. id lose any financial aid for this semester and next. and my health insurance cuz im covered from chase(my old job) as long as im a full-time student. …that would really suck.
3. i could take the rest of afterskool off and come baq in the summer. but id lose any income til the summer cuz i wouldnt b able to only take sum of the yr off. which leaves me underbudgeted 4 food and hangin-out and general apartment stuff expenses.
i just need a planned mental vacation, cuz my head is bogged down. i dont even have the mental capacity left to b with my hot chemistry guy. its just like my head is shut off and my muscles r on autopilot to just do wut i have to so i dont die.
its really times like this, when i miss bein a kid. there werent so many things there to make u go crazy and ur parents just made sure u didnt fail(well the ones that cared anyway).
u kno wut?, skool i can come baq to. let me scrap this semester and work my butt off next one. ill b a little more balanced out, stable, chillaxed to the max. theres not much else i can do…is there?
til next time. stay frosty.
…also big shoutout to nusrat for using my tagline on my facebook. yea, she did more than that, but im tryin not get all mushy.