“Every moment in life is but a chance for you to learn a new lesson.”
I learned a new lesson today. Better yet, a new inside look at myself. After, what seemed to be, a 30 minute outward expression of an internal rant, I looked at myself like “holy shit. I thought I was passed this.” I am seriously unhumble. Not humbled? Lacking of humility?
I’m sorry. My vocabulary ability is deficient of the proper way to say the opposite of being humble.
Why is there evil in the world? Why do people do bad things? Lie? Cheat? Steal? Kill? You would think people wouldn’t want bad things to happen to them so they would avoid committing such atrocities, but it still happens. As if that should be enough of a deterrent, but it isn’t. I can understand the inherent will to “do good” doesn’t exist in everyone just like the inherent will to “do evil” doesn’t. …unless you’re like the spawn of Satan haha. I believe that all mannerisms are taught or learned, but they can be augmented in our minds because of how they make us react to the outcomes. Good outcomes, we gravitate towards increasing the frequency of and bad outcomes are undesirable and we seek to avoid.
Oh observant eyes of mine, help me to understand.
I was, afterwards, ashamed of a thought in my head while my 4 year old nephew was playing with his little piano toy. It was some Cheetah Girls pink leopard spotted thing with songs from the movie amd a microphone. The first thing in my head was “Why did my sister buy this girly thing for him? Couldn’t they find some blue piano with songs?” Then it was “How can I stop my little nephew from playing with such a girly looking toy?” I am a horrible individual. Especially identifying within the LGTBQ community, I lose extra points in the karma circle of goodness.
Yes, I saw the movie when I was a kid.
Yes, I realize it’s probably a “cheetah” print and not a leopard.