well i’ve done it. i’m hitched up again. i’ve been taken off, or rather i put myself off, the dating market and a really awesome guy now has me all to himself. i’m pretty damn lucky.

can’t lie. i had my apprehensions about choosing this direction, but i’m in it for the long haul, and i’m excited to see where this goes. and slowly, but surely, my feelings for mike are starting to dissipate. although on our first official date of the relationship there were too many damn references to him. major issues with that. like i don’t want to have to be reminded of mike when i’m with ken. bad enough they’re both muscular irish guys lol.

but i like ken alot. im at a point in my life right now where my boyfriend has to also be my close friend. he is that to me very well and it’s what i appreciate the most. we just gotta work on his jokes lol. i guess the only part that concerns me, which didn’t with my last “infatuation” lol, is that i don’t see my “end goal senario” with him in it yet. it’s only one concern, but it’s a pretty big one to me.

maybe my expectations are too high. maybe i just need to be patient. i mean, look how long i took to make this decision and he almost seriously messed up. i’ll be patient. i’m young. why is my mind so constantly that far ahead anyway. hmmm, kenneth did say maybe i need to think more short-term. ❤

lol this is also the first time i’ve used a smiley in the title.

til next time. stay frosty