man i luv coming up wit titles that make no sense until u think about it. and finally this weblog entry box is working on the library computers. it was annoying copying and pasting the smiley urls. annoying...
yes im in a fairly good mood. i only left the house today cuz i had to. like i didnt have to, but if i wouldve stayed home, my dad wouldve asked y and i cant just b like i withdrew from my class so im free fridays..and tuesdays..and thursdays(technically). so i got dressed, he drove me to the train station and now here i am at skool.
and i wanted to c my bestie adaiah cuz i missed her on tuesday. but unfortunately my other buddy jason is in class. lol, but ill c him 2moro. or mayb monday cuz its gettin mad cold and i dont wanna go runnin to toys r us all the way from queens on a weekend 4 sumthin im probably nvr gonna use lol. arent i such a great person?
isnt it weird how much lighter my posts r if im not upset at sumthin, or radically thinkin about sumthin, or pissed off, or nervous. like i cant type anythin happy anymore. lol this is wut happens when u get older and stressed out all the time. between skool, my work, my kids(i identify sumof my campers at work as my kids cuz they r awesome and mean alot to me. but not as like my offspring kids, like cool buddy kids)(i wrapped evrytime..well almost), my parents, and my best friend…i got my hands full.
like i got that strong feeling…
even though right now im typing like evything is happy and calm(the precursor) and im gonna probably go to work and come home in a relatively good mood if my campers dont make me pull my hair out(the preamble), in a couple of days or so sum shiz is gonna happen(climax) thats gonna make me wanna just shoot sumthin. i didnt wanna say shoot myself cuz suicide is depressing and upsetting to alot of ppl in this world.
well thats was my nothingness post. i really do hope u got sumthin out of it. mayb ill start doing posts about my opinions on topics ppl r tlkin about. but im not on a quest for comments like i used to b yrs ago(damn i been on xanga a long ass time), this is my site and u can c it in my tagline “All About Me”.
so ill type wutevr the hell i want to.
but i still luv my few readers too.
til next time. stay frosty
p.s. jason just said we can go on monday. yaay to the big black guy