Boi Growing Up

well then, wut to say. i guess first i should explain the title shouldnt i. well, i guess, i quit this game called handball. “but cory how could u quit handball?” “i thought id never c this day”…  lol, ive been gettin messages like this all day, cuz i had it as my status on aim. (ckashaan16…just in case u wanna im me). im NOT quittin handball altogether, im just quitting it as a game. no more playin around, its all serious. it all came to me while i went to the park to do a little self practice. my left hand started to hurt. i kno, “wtf does that have to do wit anything” it meant sumthin to me. my hands never hurt. ive gotten so use to how hard i hit, that i could play with rocks and not feel it(but my hand will be hurtin when im ready to go to sleep and im relaxin). the pain, to me, symbolized that i had forgotten my goals. i was supposed to b conditionin my body, gettin more speed, tighter aiming, faster cuts…all to look foward to gettin pro rankin next yr and then joinin official tourneys soon after. and then my goals for skool. ive gotten so laidback and lazy that my 3.5gpa is quickly slippin away and all this came to me from a little pain in my left hand. my body is gettin out of condition cuz ive been neglectin my practice and my work is lacking cuz ive gotten lazy.

its weird how unconnected things give u a grand view of ur life and where ur goin. but then again, i just love handball that much. i swear if teachin paid more than bein a mechanical engineer, id b a teacher and just play hb forever. now i guess, its just a matter of how fast can i bring myself baq to full productive status.

and yes, i also want to b a teacher. preferably math, nothing higher than calc level lol but im goin for mechanical engineerin, cuz if i switch to education major, i at least wont have to take any extra math classes later. i love the subject, buts its too  much work.

well, til next time. stay frosty.