so i was wondering a while ago, is it possible to b nice and a jerk
. ive been doubting my own genuine “niceness” when sumone told me im too nice. i thought to myself, “can i really actually b this authentic”. “could it b that im just bein nice to get wut i want?”
i inquired with my buddy and he set me straight. now tell me if u agree with this: “it doesnt matter if why ur nice as long as the other person is receiving it”. it gave me the feelin of “ends justify the means”, to me its kind of a selfish if ur only bein nice to sumone to get sumthin from them. and i dont fully agree wit that, but in this sitch i have to concur
. and then i stopped worryin about it. but my word is my genuinity, i never do anything without meanin it fully. to me there is no such thing as “nice, but with an agenda.” ur either one or the other, no in between
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on another note, i guess i will b postin more lol.mayb start bloggin bout sum actual topics than ranting here all the time
. i guess it took a person to get me to realize y i started this page in the first place. 1. to vent my stresses startin out in high school. 2. to get advice on little shit that i couldnt solve on my own. 3. to try and b “cool” and 4. cuz i like havein web pages and stuff. i swear i luv her more and more each day(i mean that in the most un-romantic way. but in a nice way
) for keepin me in my zone and happy
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till next time. stay frosty
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