lol this will not b like my thanksgiving post, but more like a general feeling post. of course living another yr, ive come across things that im so happy to have recieved, things so happy to have given, ppl so happy to have met…but thats a long list to make. so ill just not. (ill put a list at the end of the post)
but wow, christmas at my dad’s house. i gotta say i ended up staying here longer than i expected. wayyy longer. and im so apprehensive to b spending christmas here. they really go all out. when i was younger, we didnt do all this. i asked 4 wut i wanted, my mom ordered it, the box sat in my room til christmas(11:59…i cheated cuz i wanted to start playin wit it on christmas and it took me about a minute to open evrythin), then i opened it and played. went to sleep and woke up in the morning and it was just another day in the house. not too frantic or anything.
here, they set up lights outside and on the lawn. decorated inside the house. wrapped gifts(also y im nervous to b here). makin a meal thingy. they go all out much. its wierd to me. mayb that might make me sound all scrouge-ish, but i havent had christmas like this since i was a kid and i kindof like it like that. this is wut happens when ur an only child and ur parent is out workin all the time. u learn to luv urself(omg. that last sentence reminded me of a paper i wrote 4 english. i think i might type it up and post it on here.).
but the gifts…omfg. i like really really hope i didnt get anything. cuz i am/was f-ing broke.(college is a bitch to my wallet) so im like wtf do i do? i dont have the money to buy gifts like that… first christmas here = cory’s fail.__ i couldnt even afford to buy myself sumthin like i usually do. at least one thing. but i did buy cards. and i came with the coolest thoughtful idea, that might make evryone happy… inside the cards, imma have like “certificates” for a specific service that imma offer to them. itll b cool, well i hope so. i dont usually “think” about buyin gifts, usually i let my money tlk 4 me. ..spoken like a tru spoiled kid.. but its tru. unless i really like u, then i get like confuzzled with wut to buy 4 u cuz i want u to really enjoy it.
but i guess this can b more genuine(icky icky deep feelings). i guess ill let u guys kno how it all turned out.
oh and of course i can always count on my mom to get me wut i want 4 christmas as always. she buyin my hard drive 4 my 360 and takin me shoppin. yaay!! i luv my 360 and i luv shoppin 4 clothes ..spoken like a tru shopaholic :cough: gay :cough: lol.. but imma have a re-christmas when i move baq home cuz i cant wait to go baq to my materialistic-ness to help shield my extreme vulnerability that i only display to a select few of my closest friends. luv u guys much.
well merry christmas to all ye readers. i luv havin u guys around cuz even though id still post without u, i feel grateful its goin into sumone’s ears …so to speak…
so til next time. stay frosty.
p.s. ive been poppin eclipse mints all day. i think im crazy.
p.s.s here’s the list of thankful things: