You know when they say “it’s the thrill of the chase”? I really hope that’s not the case for me. I like him so much, but my job and lack of free time is killing the relationship for me. One of my friends did tell me that if you like someone you make time for them, but I would if I did have any to spare..which I feel bad about. He really is awesome, but I wanna go back to being friends just so I don’t feel bad about all this.
I have my other reasons, but not now…
I don’t know. I feel like he doesn’t deserve this and I don’t want to be the one doing this. Especially with his newfound slightly overbearing optimism…makes me feel worse about this.
Then again, maybe we will outlast this, rekindle ourselves, and i’ll be in more positive spirits. Although, August still isn’t over yet so there’s a long period to outlast. I know I can cope without seeing eachother for a while…can he?