Im a solo guy. I always have been, I always thought I would be. I walk fast, eat fast, make moves fast, live fast. I just stay at a breakneck speed and not many people can keep up so I assumed no one can and do things alone. Sometimes I take time out, but not often.
But let me be clear. I always thought I’d be a solo guy, not a single guy.
Now I have a boyfriend and it’s like speedbrake!! Like just today I woke up, did some flight simulations, ate breakfast..a rarity.., and decided imma go to the pride parade then eat then maybe walk around and do some shopping. All by myself lol. Then I applied major breaking and thought, “umm maybe i might want to see if my boyfriend wants to hang out”. So I modified my itinerary and asked ken if he’d like to go out.
But that took a conscious active thought.
Staying single for so long and not trying to jump into anything, my auto-thought processes go straight to entertaining myself. But im trying hard to switch over. It’ll take a small step at a time though and i’m used to quick results when I do something lol. Just like my brother’s dad told me yesterday. I need to be more patient I guess.
Besides if i’m willing to change with that much effort, it shows how much I like him. Well to me anyway. And I say people don’t change. 😉
Til next time. Stay frosty.