truhfully i wondered how long it would b til i got to the point where its about to b a group meeting at work and there’s a good chance my name would b in it. and no, not for sumthin good lol. or else y would i care that much?
but idk. lately wut goes on at my job has gotten so fuzzy, so disordered, hazy, just plain messed up. between counselor fights, program disruptions, disagreements over hours ppl should get, ppl not watchin kids where theyre supposed to b….just trivial stuff like that. thnkfully, im not involved in that stuff, but i getz my own issue all to myself. well im the only one getting mentioned in this area all by myself cuz im damn sure not the only one.
its funny cuz i wouldnt even kno my head was on the block if i hadnt decided to get all interpersonal and c wuts goin on b4 the meeting. obviously i got diff meeting topics from evryone, so i got to learn evrythin thats gonna happen. yaay my undercoverness.
thats exactly my point. sum ppl r gonna b looked at and sum r gonna get glanced over, just cuz of who they kno in the office. and thats totally not cool. when did work matter more about how u were with the counselors and not about who u handled and conducted with the kids and their parents? isnt that wut a “kid orientated” program is about? at least my bosses like me lol. so itll soften the blow a little if my coworkers decide to call me out.
oh yea, i guess i should explain y i could b in trouble right?
well apparently im extremely nice to all the kids and their parents like me so i consider myself to b amiable and wutnot, but my niceness and openess wit the kids puts the more “distant” counselors in a bind. cuz unfortunately im the one kids run to, when they get in trouble….no dont get me wrong, i dont bail them out but its a statement. but especially 4 one kid whos stuck to me like a twin basically. and omg for sum reason, he’ll only behave when he’s with me. summary(cuz this post is gettin long): hes only listens to me, i favor him..alot.. and its bad 4 the other counselors. yay my trouble.
but yea, worst case..my next post will b me lookin 4 a new job. and best case, i wont get mentioned at all. c my huge stressful dilemma? especially since karma hasnt exactly been on my side recently.
til next time. stay frosty
ps. i need to decide wut im gonna b 4 halloween….