Boi Growing Up

well xangans. its been like a month since my last post? im not keepin up that post number lol. i guess i should play a little catch up.

by now, ive fully assimilated into the gay lifestyle minus the gay clubs….but im not a club person anyway. i got a promotion at my job. ive moved out from my mom’s house and im in queens wit my dad. i met sum of the coolest new coworkers over the summer(special shout-out to Kiana, Joel, Camille, and Stephen) and life couldnt b more crappy.

b4 i go and vent, i think i should apologize b4 karma bitch slaps me into next week or sumthin. i was supposed to meet one of my friends, tony, at skool and i was totally unavailable. then it sucked more cuz i couldnt tell him cuz a certain bitchness in my life decides to mess wit my sole means of communication…but i digress. im sry dude, i hope u can forgive me in time. besides, u havent seen my tattoo yet.

next order of business, the venting part.

y the hell am i on call 4 evryone? do we not understand that i am like 93 million miles from evrything out there?(i hope sumone gets that 30 Seconds To Mars reference) sure…now i have 2 usable cars out here, but its not like i can get up and go when i want. nor do i have the time to run around like i used to. its just harder and i get a break from noone. uber stress that i dont need atm, but this is life right?

so im tlkin to kiana at the time of typing this and my thoughts r gettin sidetracked. i cant vent pissed emotions when sumone is makin me happy.

just i gotta note this b4 my mind wanders completely. i gotta take sum time out to get life adjusted out here. work my travels, my priorities, my evrything. i can only mentally degrade so far til it gets to the point of me not dealing with anything….and thats where i dont wanna get to.

til next time. stay frosty.