Boi Growing Up

warning: if u dont kno i’m gay  and u want to read this post, i refer u to my post dated “sept 08th, 2008” titled HERE GOES NOTHING.

hmmm. bein single for so long forms the question: r u single because u choose to b, or r u single cuz u have no choice? obviously i would liek to say the first, but sumtimes i think its not by my own doing. i mean, it started off bein “imma just focus on my skool stuff”, but now i want to b in a relationship. i think i can handle it. its just been hard to b noticed. lol ive always the attractive close friend, never the attractive boyfriend. i blame my friendly nature.

then again i think im just bad at startin relationships, and then bein gay i think it makes it a little more complicated. which brings me to the second part of my title. the next relationship i get in will b my first relationship on this side of the tracks. it reminds me of the episode of Degrassi wit Marco and his first. like omg nerve-wrecking  >.<  but i will say my life has been more fun since ive switched sides.

but wut makes this last day bad, is that i had a crush on this really cool guy(bi not gay) and he turned baq straight and is in a relationship. first chance at sum kind of relationship potential and it shut in my face. first i was like then i went . but its all good now. moving on to more future prospects.

and i am beginning to fully assimillate into this new culture lol. my super abilities r growing.

til next time, stay frosty