nothing like bein in my fav room in the library at skool. totally gives me my free time to b alone and just think about things. so my thoughts for today: trials.
wut r trials? r they just random events that are there to annoy us or r they a planned occurence to makes us stronger for the future and envoke our thinking. i choose to think of them as a balancing of the universe. i go through tough things now and later the balance will b the good things i recieve later. like an example…i live with my mom and its like 1 step better than hell itself(im only using “hell” as literary reference. u ppl already kno my stance on religion). but i remember how much fun i’ll have in the summer working and living at my dad’s house. so im taking the bad now and getting the good later….balance.
but not all trials r this cut and dry. so many things we go through and it doesnt seem like there’s any return on teh horizon. like wuts good about a breakup? getting kicked out of skool? getting killed…thats a total extreme. i cant conceive of the positive balance. but wut if this is a positive in itself. …ok stay with me here… the math equation -2 – -2=? actually means -2 + 2=?. u think the negative is subtracting from ur life, but really its adding the reciprocal to ur negative action. so in theory if u do sumthin bad, and u get a negative result greater than or equal to ur negative action, its nature’s way of tryin to balance ur life out or make it a positive. there we go with better positives.
ill revise this later lol, i gotta go meet adaiah.
til next time. stay frosty