nothing like bein in my fav room in the library at skool. totally gives me my free time to b alone and just think about things
. so my thoughts for today: trials.
wut r trials? r they just random events that are there to annoy us or r they a planned occurence to makes us stronger for the future and envoke our thinking
. i choose to think of them as a balancing of the universe. i go through tough things now and later the balance will b the good things i recieve later. like an example…i live with my mom and its like 1 step better than hell itself(im only using “hell” as literary reference. u ppl already kno my stance on religion
). but i remember how much fun i’ll have in the summer working and living at my dad’s house. so im taking the bad now and getting the good later….balance
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but not all trials r this cut and dry. so many things we go through and it doesnt seem like there’s any return on teh horizon. like wuts good about a breakup? getting kicked out of skool? getting killed…thats a total extreme
. i cant conceive of the positive balance. but wut if this is a positive in itself. …ok stay with me here… the math equation -2 – -2=? actually means -2 + 2=?. u think the negative is subtracting from ur life, but really its adding the reciprocal to ur negative action. so in theory if u do sumthin bad, and u get a negative result greater than or equal to ur negative action, its nature’s way of tryin to balance ur life out or make it a positive
. there we go with better positives.
ill revise this later lol, i gotta go meet adaiah.
til next time. stay frosty
