rerun

truthfully i odnt even kno wut my title means, but imma just run with it cuz i dont feel like thinkin right now.

i must tell u life is pretty crappy at this very moment. my dad and mom(real one) r fightin over child support…again. i swear she pisses me off to the point of total murder capability. plus i cant pay my tuition so i might loose my classes if i dont come up with $2270 by the 23rd. thats freakin great. i luv how my mom waits til now to tell me she’s havin a prob wit the money for my tution. im like “wut can i do all the way out here” and then she had the nerve to tell me that i guess youll just have to get a loan.

hold on….

i really hope she wasnt serious. my job couldnt cover a loan fully so shed have to cosign. and if i should happen to default on this loan her credit is shot and shed have to pay anyway….im sure she was joking, for her sake anyway, cuz i would do it just to b jerk knoin how bad my cred would b too.

wait. i sound so combative and angry. wut happened to sweet cuddly cory?

im sure he’s around sumwhere. im truely just thankful i can keep my crap handled around my campers. cuz id b further upset if i lost my job, plus when u have kids looking up to u, they look at u as if ur like “superman” lol__

but i digress….getting way too involved into this mom thing. see buddies? she is the cause of 99% of my stress, y wont u let me just “resolve” the situation?

i should stop b4 i just end up aggravating myself….

life is just blah. sumtimes i wish i could just skip this part. grow up. be married. have my job that i love. have a couple of kids runnin around(adopted of course). and b happy. but sadly i gotta go through the crappy stuff b4 i reach my end goal. and thats just apart of life