FULL TO BURST LIMIT

Posted by ckashaan on September 14, 2008
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had a cool lunch today. i went out wit one of my best friends, his gf, and one of friends on dewey. it was kool to see her again. the food was good. i almost didnt finish it cuz i was mad full for sum reason. that never happens, i can usually eat massive amounts of anything. lol, but i finished my food then started eating his fries. im stupid. im still mad at him for not letting me pay, but wutever. he’s like that. then i had to stuff a choclate shooter down with him. that was my burst limit lol. my stomach was hurtin the entire way home. i almost didnt stop at gamestop to pick up my headset and buy DBZ Burst Limit(i kno the title of the game is soooo relevant). i had a hard time choosing between that and Grid, but i figured id wait til the price drop for Grid a little lower to buy it. dun worry im not a cheap person, it was just too freakin expensive lol.

then i came home and started playing the games all day. afterwards i started watching I Am Legend. it was on ppv, the controversial alternate ending one. besides the fact that this is one of the few movies that can scare the shit out of me(when they went into the building after the deer) and almost make me cry(when Sam got attacked and got infected) the ending was so cool. i can’t spoil it in my post, cuz i would feel bad if u go and watch it. just leave me a message if u wanna kno wut happens.

then i signed online, figuring id check my emails, since i havent all day. and i saw my ex-gf left me a message. i was like . yea i still love her madd much. im not in that phase of my life anymore , but i can’t say she doesn’t hold a place in my heart forever.

well now im here posting for my miniscule amount of readers. (oh yea. u dun leave comments, but i have a webtracker ha!. i kno who u r. ). so good night. stay frosty. and damnit, can sum of my friends start updating their sites too. lol chillax til we meet again.

HMMMM…

Posted by ckashaan on September 13, 2008
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well what to say. i dun kno. im just blogging to blog i guess. hey i did say i would keep up my posts lol. see i can be trusted this time. well, but nothing new otherwise. skool is ok, i still hang out wit my friends. im finally losing that weight i put on in the first 2 weeks.  but i do feel like im losing touch wit sum of my best friends. i mean i kno they r far-ish away, but we havent talked in so long. its weird. i no its not cuz of my earlier post, cuz they havent seen it yet(i kno i kno. im gonna do it get off my back). its just upsettin, we were never supposed to grow apart.

but yea, this is me checkin in. hope evryone is doin ok. see u all in my next installment. lol.

>.<

Posted by ckashaan on September 9, 2008
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is like evryone still subscribed to my freakin page lol.

can sumone tell me how ur late to a 11 class. i dun see how its possible, but somehow i did it today. at least it was the only classs i had today. i swear it seems like it takes a harder class to get u to understand the easier one u had in high skool. its like, “omg thats like hs” or “i remember that. so thats wut it is”. so retarded but wutever. cant wait til saturday, im supposedly getting the last of money from my mom and my job so ill b paid. i just cant decide wut to buy.

damn i miss evryone from skool.

correction…..evryone i liked to hang wit from skool. lets b honest, im nice but not that nice. i hated ppl too.

laterz ppl.

WELL HERE GOES NOTHING….

Posted by ckashaan on September 8, 2008
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ahhh. a nicee return to xanga eh? i havent been here in sooo long. its nice to look and see most of friends kept up their pages. i promise(this time i really mean it(no i really do)) to be faithful and start blogging again. i need to get baq in the loop lol. and im sry for not posting sooner. college is insane. i wish i wouldve posted about my first day, then u guys couldve been there with me

now for the real reason im here

ive been thinking about this for some time now and i thought wut a more relieving way to drop the weight off my shoulders than by posting it on xanga. well as i have so graciously braced my friends, i have had a major change this summer and i truthfully dont think many of them r gonna like it. even as i write this i hope and at the same time hope not that one of my friends would stumble upon this. i hope mayb it would prevent me from actually saying the words and mayb it can help me stall a little longer. lol. im stupid. i guess im only worried about the opinions of my best friends. evryone else can hate me or luv me, wutever. one of them already knos and hes kool, so i guess its down to a few left. i can say that ive never been more scared about anything ever in my life. well mostly cuz theres no turning baq. well here goes nothing…i am now gay…….

MAKING A COMEBACK

Posted by ckashaan on March 24, 2008
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wow, its been a long time. seems like its been forever since i’ve laid down my deepest and most private thoughts on this very public site. well in recent events, i’ve been goin out wit this grl for a little over 2 months now. i dun have to go into days-hrs-min-sec cuz she doesnt read this site. i entered into a handball tourney for 4/19(thats april 19th for all u ppl who didnt kno that). april 19th, hmmm…that’s sumone’s bday, can u guess who? that should b fun….im hoping. i still need a doubles partner cuz i dun wanna go into the singles division. im good, but i’d get creamed. besides i kno alot of the ppl who registered for doubles. (u kno ur scared tony i understand….yea thats right i called u out). so upset bout a loss i had at cropsey today, but getting over it.

so as usual with my sidetracking, i shall talk bout wut i meant to actually post. im gonna be doing an online blog series. i guess its something to get me back into the swing of posting and doing my hw, which i’ve neglected to do both. partially this is inspired, by a book one of my friends recommended me read, and then my gf made me read, “Tuesdays With Morrie”. so the topics are: idols, love, friendship, religion, memories, trials, family, life, death. im starting idols either tomorrow or wednesday and i hope to get alot of online comments, even though alot of u seem to like im-ing me better. for those of u who read this, take my aim: ckashaan16 . feel free to message me anytime. good night all.