Boi Growing Up

its funny how life seems to 180 sumtimes. u can totally have evrything going bad for u and then it turns around and  evrything is positive. like wtf. do i really need all this constant stressing and destressing? am i suppose to go insane.

but anyway, within 2 posts….im un-mad at one friend cuz we cleared up wut happened with the tlkin behind my back thing. im cool with the “leave me out” friend. he was just being a forgetful douche.(i still gotta call him a douche for a while). but i still got 2 things on my mind. obviously im not stressful panicing yet or else i wouldnt have said life was makin a 180.

but one, my tooth is loose. like omg, do u kno how old i am? its one of my permanent ones. and no it wasnt from eating candy and not brushing my teeth or sumthin stupid. i had a root canal and the temp fillin came out, ate a piece of hard bread….u figure out the rest. it was funny cuz i felt pain and im like “there’s no f-ing nerve there. y is there pain?” then i realized it was pain in my gum cuz the tooth was pushed up with so much force. so now its loose and its gonna come out soon, i hope. i would just leave it out but its in my “smile zone” so as soon as it comes out, im getting an implant, cuz i will not have any gaps….or denchers. but implants r freakin expensive.

next thing….

ok mayb this is a little worrying, but if its one thing life taught me, its that neve jump to assume sumthing cuz youll end up stressing over nothing. but this feels like sumthing.

so my friend, the “insult me in my face” friend, recently made a xanga page and sounded….upset. well his son and ex were moving away and felt an extreme betrayal by his bf so its understandable. but then his 2nd and last post tlkd about droppin them off at the airport and bein overly upset and wanting a way out. i read this after he didnt show up for class this morning and didnt answer my text so u can imagine i panicked a little. but i checked facebook, no activity since friday. no footprints from his page since saturday(the day of his post). and he’s not picking up my or our other friend’s calls. i would just b thinkin he needed time alone, but he mentioned suicide b4, so obviously it never left his mind.

but im trying not to panic. oh plz just let sumone tell me im overreacting.

oh and lol i played a mean trick(well i helped play) on my bestie’s boyfriend today. it was mean, but it was a hella good payback for wut he did to me at the movies.

til next time. stay frosty.