Boi Growing Up

im such a biter right now(“biter” is a slang term for those of u wondering), but i wuz readin sumthin and i just wanna make a couple of comments, since alot of this is wut i have been thinkin lately. i guess Cooley’s theory of “the looking glas self”(sociology class lesson). we tend to live our lives based on wut your common person is thinking and/or how they react to you. perceivance of yourself based on outside appearance….but im digressin. anyway 1st quote:

my elder bro once said–“…Isn’t that what love does to you? well, it’s bright side. It makes you feel so supreme, so whole, so ultimate, so great, as if you have everything you could ever want….”–and its weird because i think i have fallen in love with a girl i’ve known for a long time. everytime im around her i get this feelin that nothing can stop me and its just me and her. the whole world stops for us. but it scares me because our friendship is so good and i dun want to ruin that. ive seen other relationships where a breakup can really ruin the bond u have.

2nd quote:

my older bro also once said–“…Some say it’s bad to let someone know you inside and out because they can use that against you….”–for the most part of my mature, comprehensible life i’ve practically lived by this doctrine. ive never let anyone get close enough to kno any weaknesses or short-comings. nothin that could faulter my appearance. i just wanted to blend causin no ripples and just ridin the wave(i kno u like that analogy) i can honestly say if it wasnt for my xanga(runnin since i wuz a freshman), i dun think i would be as open as i am now. little by little i poured my soul onto this site to release the stresses of everyday life…and there were alot. now my long-time readers and a handful of my closet friends fully kno cory…not jaden, not tampon(im not sure i explained this name on xanga yet), but the real cory. ive become a pro at holdin back…an acquired talent i guess.