i gotta get a little emo for a while. aight so i hear alot of “y r u so passive” and “ur pushed too easily”. well im really not just to let u kno. the way i appear to act is all from how i’ve dealt with my life preceeding to john dewey. 

i guess u could say it started wit my parents divorce. (i guess many people didnt kno that since every time i say i went to my dad’s house they’re like “ur parents r divorced! i never knew that”) my mom, after she tells me wut a nice young man i am, brings up stories of how i used to be a little damien. (btw…this wuz around the 4th grade) i remember going over myfriends house and not tellin her where i went, or takin her money to go buy pokemon cards.( i used to feen for pokemon cards). it wuz actually then i stole from a store for the first time. i met this jewish, greek kid named lucas around mid-fourth grade. we got really tight. his parrents really liked me and i wuz always over his house playin wit his star wars all the time.

it wuz fifth grade when i started to “change” i guess. my intelligence really jumped ten-fold. i got my want to get smarter(already in the smartest class) and my first kiss(got it from an asian girl). which i happen to got both, but thats irrelevant. it wuz this grade where i got my first crush. i started to hang wit the girls more  and where i got known to be sensitive to their feelings. i really got integrated in that class where everybody that knew me liked me. to skip a couple months…………it wuz prom where i made my first mistake and tarnished my reputation. basically to shorten the story, one girl asked me to the prom(chelsea). she wuz a girl i liked for a while now. then another girl asked me(alexis) and i quickly said yes without thinkin and i “double-booked”. i made one of them cry and lost alot of female friends after that the boys looked at me as sum sort of “mack” or sumthin. the girl i had to say no to went wit another guy from another class. i guess at the prom it showed that i had stronger feelings for this other girl(alexis) than i thought. i wasnt really wit chelsea after the first dance, but i wuz wit alexis. and i did it because i didnt think the guy she went wit wuz any good to her.

workin on part 2 and 3………