so im here at my stepsister’s apartment for the weekend and its a really good chance to relax and gather my thoughts and to just have a little fun. cuz we all kno, i havent had that in a while. it was kindof funny cuz she called me after we havent spoke in a while and was a little mad at me for not coming over in such a long time. ..it was since febuary i think… but i though she was gonna kick my ass when i got here lol. but of course my sis is way too cool for that.

but as of now her and her hubby mauricio r at the laundromat and im chillin in the crib downloading songs for her phone. and it just reminds me of y i like coming here. actually, y i like coming staying here and my dad’s house. its cuz its not like im being babysitted and sumone is watchin me all the time. i can do wut i want, how i want, when i want. its more responsibility while im out here and its fun. i luv knoin that my stepfam trusts me enough to kno i kno how to act decently and figure things out on my own and that if i need anything ill ask.

not like with my own fam. evryone is down my throat tellin me wut to do and wut they want. i get no decisions at all. and i kindof think this is y i like being alone alot. cuz after dealin with them for so long, i just wanna get away from evryone and give myself time. here its like i want to b with evryone cuz i can b myself and chill with company.

which makes me feel all roomate-ish lol. except i cant cook…..  lol my dad’s gonna go crazy when i move out cuz imma b callin him and my stepmom all the time like “can u give intructions on how to cook sumthin for dinner tonight?” hahaha, i can c his face now.

well soon we’re goin to target to get sum stuff for teh apartment.

til next time. stay frosty