aside from not goin to a movie premiere i wuz invited to hang with sum really good friends of mine, i checked my sat scores and i wuz not happy. i got lower than my goal by about 200 points. wut kindof skool can i get into with a 1690. can sumone tell me. now i kno my intellect. wut the hell happened. i knew i jynxed it when i said “i for sure got a 1800” i knew i never shouldve said that. fcuk the premiere this is killing me. could i have really been fooling myself all this time. theres no way i could be this stupid. i have a brain. is it mush or sumthin. y does this have to happen to me. i had such high hopes. this score wuz gonna get me away. i depended on it to get me into a college where i could do sum excellent work and go on to be an excellent person of higher learning. i dun wanna end up in kingsborough community college(no offense to those that go there). it just hurts to kno i wanted sumthin so bad and now i cant get it