sat

aside from not goin to a movie premiere i wuz invited to hang with sum really good friends of mine, i checked my sat scores and i wuz not happy. i got lower than my goal by about 200 points. wut kindof skool can i get into with a 1690. can sumone tell me. now i kno my intellect. wut the hell happened. i knew i jynxed it when i said “i for sure got a 1800” i knew i never shouldve said that. fcuk the premiere this is killing me. could i have really been fooling myself all this time. theres no way i could be this stupid. i have a brain. is it mush or sumthin. y does this have to happen to me. i had such high hopes. this score wuz gonna get me away. i depended on it to get me into a college where i could do sum excellent work and go on to be an excellent person of higher learning. i dun wanna end up in kingsborough community college(no offense to those that go there). it just hurts to kno i wanted sumthin so bad and now i cant get it

took the SAT today. is it wierd that i actually had fun taking it. i hope i got at least 1900. buit i think my scored ranged from a 1850-2000(i think im overestimating it)afterwards i played ken at the school court in handball. i owned him in the first game and then watched him play umid. like an idiot i played him again and i hurt my arm. i had to rush the game so i kindof threw it cuz i didnt wanna waste my power on him. i feel kindof bad about it now. then went to cropsey with tony and will. will kicked my ass the first game, but it wuz all good. i needed a game to get arm back in shape. it wuz hurtin, but cant let it show. then played wit will for mad games. of course we kept winnin. wut did u expect? then i came home and collapsed on my couch cuz all my muscles were so tight and i got a really bad leg cramp. ttyl