Boi Growing Up

i may have said goodbye to (what i considered) a good friend. but was he really my friend if he kept acussing me of sumthin i had not part of. even after i said i didnt. what kind of friend is he if he didnt trust my word. to even consider me his enemy. if u ask me thats not a friend thats worth to keep around. after the last acussation i said,”fuck off.” and it ended.

in an irony, i got in trouble by my mom for saying fuck in my instant message. that sucked. and the friend almost hit me in the head wit a chair today. (good thing i have great reflexes.)

oh no! pickpocketed, robbed, jacked whatever u want to call my wallet is gone. my life is in that thing. my I.D., my metrocard, everything. what am i to do. that wallet costed me $2.00(LOL) this sucks.

oh and the CD Morning View by Incubus is not all that great. i shouldve heard it before i got it.

mother’s day is suppose to be a day for mothers. what if u have a mother that u cant stand. always bosin u around and tellin u to do stuff when ur doin sumthin else. a mother that lives to make ur life sucky. what do u do then. sure, u still get them their gift, but what else. if u have mom like that, it makes mother’s day awkward. (i got my mom candles. did u get ur moms anything)

my arms are killing me. i had weight trainin today and i was liftin 100lbs. but this will help me in the end. as they say, “No pain, no gain.”

im goin to italy in June. i wonder what ill do while im there. im so confused.

hey my peoples. i think i have a crush on sumone i havent met yet. just by her xanga she seems so cute and funloving. she doesnt even live in the NY. yikes! i dont know what to do! should i go after her or hang back?