Boi Growing Up

just under 1 hour and 30min til christmas. im kindof exited. or i could just be feelin the effects of all the caffeine in this soda(47mg/8oz). im a little wired. hows everyone else doin?  i hope all your vacations r goin well. even though its just been 2 days from school. so many things have been goin on this year. with school, friend situations and everythin else that i have neglected to mention on this site, im goin to take this short time to separate myself from the rest of the world and focus on just me for once. everyone deserves to be a little selfish, i think. and my advice to you is to do the same. before u go back to reality, fix ur unsolved problems(i think problems sounds too bad) before u gear up to coincide(complicated word) with others.

on a good note: merry christmas, happy hannukah(can’t forget my jewish friends), and i think kwanzaa starts so happy kwanzaa. though i dun think i kno anybody that celebrates it. hope everyone gets the presents they wanted. mostly i did.

half day in school today. so sweet. went to play handball wit jonathan afterschool. i actually dun kno where i was so i cant tell u. all i kno is thee was alot of jews and mexicans. it wuz fun though. i wuz winnin our second game and he hit me wit the ball. i fell to the floor and my eye wuz bruised. twuz funny. we played doubles wit sum other kids. we totally got owned(not a term i use often). they were on a team at their school(i forgot wut school), jonathan’s hand wuz swollen, and i could barely see straight(though i said i wuz fine. thats my competitive side right there.) went to his house and he got his sword package at his door. it wuz kindof sick(in a good way) played counter-strike. i died like 20 times.(yea i suck) almost shot my hand wit his bb gun. then we went to the train station before his lil brother and mom came home. i had a heavy headache on my way home til i took sum advil. now im all better and ready for tomorrow.

i wuz listenin to my 30 seconds to mars cd and a thought came into my head. all those people who dont understand rock music think its just loud instruments and screamin. when i wuz younger i used to think the same thing. but when u really listen to it, the lyrics in the songs go soo much deeper, especially with punk. its like in every song theres a meanin somewhere thats waitin to be heard. just pay attention.

yea im finally baq and posted sumthin. over my hiatus i have been keepin up wit xanga subs. just no time to write anything. ive been so swamped with school and i joined another club! ill have a ton of service credits in no time. nuthin really interestin has been happenin in school, but its been like a fight every day. wut is wrong wit these sophomores? they r ruining our empire. us juniors have worked too hard to push out the seniors and keep the underclassmen in check. if they dare challenge the juniors, they will regret it.( i meant that in a nice way)

during my vactaion in florida i got a call from mini-chow. doin a movie in chinatown. it wuz all good. the flight into ny wuz kool btw. anyway. i got to grand st. about 11:00. i kind of walked around a little bit. took in the sites canal st is cool. met up wit mini-chow and Matthew(is that righ ken) around 12:40 and Art(is that righ ken) around 1:00. 2 other people didn come, so we couldnt shoot anything, but my saturday wasnt totally bad. we walked around. i had this chicken-pie thing. it was good. and cause it wuz chinatown, it wuz cheap. we started to walk out of chinatown goin north(yes i kno my directions). me and Art started messin wit ken. we took his tripod. it wuz alittle funny and kind of mean.(sry little dude. but thats y it sucks to be short). him and matthew went home and Art and i kept walking up 3rd ave. it wuz fun. we went all the way up to 76th st. madefun of people on the street and just chilled. saw sum sweet skateboard spots. bout  4:30 i walked back to 59th to catch the train and Art kept walkin forward. i am part punk. emo kids r supposed to be pussies(another stereotype) but Art is a kool dude(if u ever see my site say hi dude). hes in one of mini-chow’s movies “trigger”.(yo ken, its ok if i advertise ur stuff on my site righ?) i came back home around 6:30 i just went to sleep. to this day i didnt unpack my clothes.(shame on u jaden).

i am addicted to the song Anna Molly by Incubus.

im back! i was on vacation this week. and i hung out today. so tomorrow i’ll talk all bout my day and my trip to florida.

but i will answer the question now. y did ur sn get suspended? it got suspended cause i used to have an AOL account(i realize now AOL is for losers. unless ur kool then its ok). my mom cancelled the aol, but i was notified that i could keep usin my sn. so i did. then it got suspended. its not off yet. if i want it back i have to reactivate it as an aol account. so im permantaly on AIM as : ckashaan16