it was the weirdest day in gym today. i wuz playin this azn dude(yes i have to say azn) it wuz a close game the entire time. in the last bout 5min or so, i started to get my ass handed to me. it wasnt even funny. like i lost it somewhere.  but it wuz fun. this kid was so good, he had me doin moves i aint never thought i could do. pullin off kills and pick-ups. it was a sick game. we were just gunnin for eachother. he caught a 5 point lead and it didnt get no higher though(i had to keep my dignity). he saw me in the locker room later and was like good game. we got mad respect for eachother. im winnin next time though! 

i take my PSAT next wednesday. im not that nervous. really im tryin so hard to look at this exam as just another test. but its hard cause this test determines so much. has my way of goin through high school really been good enough? am i prepared for the outside world? am i even smart enough to get a respectable grade on the test?(i probably am) it really came to me to really start thinkin bout college when this college now speaker came to my class today. its this program in my school that lets u get college credit by takin college courses. its free, thats y its good(save money)

i finally finished my marine bio project. it only tooke me 45min, but im sure i did a good job. science comes naturally to me. i guess it would be another one of my “talents” im not ready for my math test tomorrow. lately ive been fallin asleep in class, cause its boring the crap out of me. and i dun get bored that easy.

one question: if kno me in school, am i different on my site than in school. it seems like it. im more open here i think. wut u think

hangin wit my gf’s little bro got me playin my older games. for example, who remembers pokemon? when i turn on my SP, my ruby version is in the slot.(that never leaves this site) i haven’t been online in so long. club and hw and hangin out just sucks away my time. how is every one doin? i think im gettin a little too carried away wit handball now. when u think about, it is not a game im built for. im not short, im quick but not super quick, and im not asian(if u live around coney island, u understand that). my skillz r unatural, it like one day i woke up and had this “talent”. i would go back to football, but i can barely catch a ball anymore. i lost my 3-point shot in basketball, and i dun play street hockey. is handball the sport i wuz made for?

:update:

wuts up wit me gettin all these hits from xangans who r from hong kong. i got 6 sites on my tracker. i cant even read their sites, but i give them a smilie and tell them their site looks cool anyway

Good Night All.

this has been a crazy week and its thursday. i had my ss test tuesday and wednesday. it was sort of easy. my teacher is really cool. i had my math quiz today. she called it a quiz, but it felt like it was a test. we went over one of the questions and i got it wrong. i got a team in my handball class. i really think we will do good this cycle. im not the only who can play in our group(did that sound a little too egotistical?). there is no “i” in team.

 this is like my sort of apology to tom.(even though i dun have to make one i just feel like it) i really didn kno everyone accepts tom as a friend. u can tell i never had a myspace. wit the sites bad rep, i though he was like a stalker or sumthin. my bad.

a challenge for u people. do at least one good thing for another person this week. a friend or a stranger. there isnt enough good doing in this world anymore. even “friends” backstab eachother. and wish me luck on my s.s test tomorrow!