Boi Growing Up

i must say there r 2 occasions that seem tomake me post no matter wut: when its rainin or when im waiting for adaiah to get out of class. (im sure one day ill link her blog to mine. …one day lol)

“The rain is my sedative, my drug, my tru love. She has been better to me than that mistress i call handball” – me

but anyways. i finally have figured out my winning in handball is directly tied to my emotions. like no matter wut, when it came to my best friends i couldnt beat them til i got pissed off at them for sumthin. even if i was better. it was like i choked in the end and gave it up. it happened wit william, til he bragged about beatin me so much. it happened wit tony, til well…i forgot. now it comes down to me and philip. my new arch nemesis. its kindof funny cuz when i first met him last yr i kicked his ass…easily. but then we got so cool so fast………….and i nevr beat him again. as hard as i try, theres nothin i can do. i gotta get over this weakness like fast, especially if i dont wanna b payin for dinner at applebees.

but i guess i really dont ever have to beat him really. cuz i dont want to. im happy to b able to say “yea philip is the only one who can take me on”. and then the kids look at us like unstoppable gods or sumthin. and i must say its better to have sumone else to share that with than bein the only one with the attention.

i guess wut im tryin to say in my own avoidance kindof way is that dude ur a great asian half-bro to have and u make bein all the way out here much easier.(i bet ur like how the hell do u get that from wut i just wrote?) plus u drive better than me too. luv u man.

and u too jonathan. and tony. and the big dog himself jason.

and so u dont think im bein all sexist u too ady.

damn it sucks bein so far away from my bestest buddies in the world.

til next time stay frosty