Boi Growing Up

into the 6th grade coming out of my sucessful 5th grade experience, i didnt really take into consideration that this yr might be a little more difficult than before. i wuz an avergae 6th grader, for back then. except i could already tell i ways smarter than most of them. that made me feel better than them, but as i learned quickly u cant get popular off of smarts alone. remember alexis? she happened to go to my school. we kindof got together and it felt good to be wit sumone who i knew wuz on my level, or at least knew me. during lunch i always sat wit her class and never wit mine. it wuz wierd. but it all went south wit money. this is the reason y now if u ask me to borrow money and i can spare it, ill never say u have to pay me back. only if u want to. i borrowed sum money from her to get sum candy. i would never take loans from anyone unless i needed it(i felt i had to make that clear to u). later on she borrowed sum money from me and that made us even. about a couple of days later she asked me for the money i owed her…..after a long argument, we ended up not talkin ever again. i wuz left to deal wit my class and jhs alone. i almost tried evrythin to blend in. its actually when i got my first nickname daredevil. i took every dare anyone gave me. literately. i think i did it just to get sum attention my way. i even tried to stumble into yu-gi-oh. failed attempt 1. i tried to overkill my intelligence, failed attempt 2. so i said f**k it. this could be the time when i most notably started my first transformation onto the lighter side. i met my second gf in mid 6th grade. she wuz the first person i actually felt i fell in luv. she wuz the one who started to turn me onto the music that i listen to. we had so much in common i got into her and let my want for popularity in my class slip away.

now in 7th grade me and katheryn are goin strong. we been wit eachother for a while now. her dad got a job in virginia and she had to move. it wuz the first and last time i could actually remember cryin. on her last day of school we had our long last hug. it wuz then i learned to train to not get too attached to anything or anyone. and i had to get a crash course in getting to kno everyone in my class once again. this is a delima i had for a while. there wuz this one group in science talent that seem to wunna stop me from doing so; khalid,  kenneth, jeffrey, and musa one group that prevented me from my goals, but it took me a while to realize that i had to just go around them.

coming into 8th grade i knew almost everyone outside of my class and the leader of the “resistance” group, khalid, moved to florida. its like a group of lakeys without a direction. so i saw my opportunity and jumped. my social status only raised from there on.then i met another girl, who i guess u could say wuz sort of special(very few kno this story so im not elaborating since its also irrelevant) i sort of created this shell to hide any weaknesses i had mentally and totally neglected physical. i blew up literately( u have to see my freshman id pic). i didnt even notice till later in time.i ended my 8th grade with the best mario kart party over one of my asian friend’s house in coney island.

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