me and my friend had a long talk on the phone about his problems. i never knew how bad he had it until last night. it seems he can really trust me to just vent like he did. sometimes i worry about him going crazy under the pressure. hes a really troubled kid. many people, including me, think u can look at a person and u can tell what they are all about, that sure wasnt the case here. sometmes we think so much about ourselves and what this world does to us that we dont stop and think about what other people might be going through. sometimes this world can be so cruel.