well today in stress-management bai ying brought up a good point(leave it to those who kno u from afar to be truthful with u) this year im lettin alot of people start to take advantage of my diminsihing brain power. i guess it stems from my lack of ambition this year. i worked my ass off to get to this point and now that im here, i dun kno wut do. its like im dead locked in one position, i have evrywhere to go, but no reason to get me to go there. im just goin along wit the flow, ridin wit their ambitions i guess. i’ll never admit this off this site, but the reason im not goin to cornell is my own fault. i guess subconsciencously i missed the dealine of the sat which put me off my schedule to have all my tests done by the time admissions were due. otherwise i wuz a deadlock for the school.(its ok u tell me wut a stupid thing i’ve done) idk, ive always had this vision to stay wit all my best friends and we’d go to skool together and be roomies, and grow old stayin close friends.(i guess i sound really sentimental right now) i guess i hate radically new enviroments, can anyone identify wit me?

also ok garvin, u can say i told u so.

also key club is goin good. its a little rocky, but truthfully its better than i expected. in my worst nightmares i wuz afraid that i would let ms lang down and ruin the club, but thx to my seemingly higly dedicated vice-president, we’re keeping things goin. u rule josie!! hey if u go to john dewey high school and u dont mind stayin afterschool a little bit, u should come check it out.