so i guess im done wit the whole thankful thing. lol i luv how i had to randomly guess that sum ppl saw it. thnkfully thats wut ip trackers r for.

just kidding.

actually no im not. i have one. but i still luv u.

so i guess i should explain my title hmm? ok so here’s the story. so im at work yesterday, and one of the coworkers in my group asked me y i wanted to b a teacher. i said, “i luv kids and i luv teaching. its simple.” totally harmless right? wrong. i gotta remember im dealing with ppl in high school still that cant 100% hold a mature conversation. i think one more “touching kids” joke and it wouldve been me and them right there.

actually i luv how i set stipulations on wuts gonna b the last button pushed and then noone pushes that far. i guess thats wuts helpin my peaceful streak cuz alot of things have been pissin me off lately.

but anywayz…

so yea i was even fuming on the bus goin home. like it wasnt the insult that pissed me off more, but it felt like, to me, it was a severe deformation of my character and reputation. especially since i think adults like that who have audacity to take advantage of kids in that way should just b mass murdered. sry, but i didnt appreciate bein equated to sumthin i depise whole-heartedly. and u kno? the sad part is, it was probably all in jest. and mayb its my fault 4 not speakin further than i did, but i kno i wouldnt have been as level headed about it as i am now. so mayb its better im posting rather than yellin..and cursing..and makin ppl feel bad..in front of my class of like 25 kids. cuz wut kind of role-model would i b then?

issue number 2 i have with these ppl….

they have collectively decided to send away, albeit temporarily, a very close kid of mine. now duh, me sayin that i kno it sounds like im biased in my defense of him, but i also had time to think about it. and the premise for doin it is wrong. ill admit, i hesistantly agreed so im not gonna place it all on them, but i kept one thing in my mind that pushed my initial compliance: if at any point my judgement to the severity of the discipline of any of my kids was affected by a lapse in my objective mentality, i will immediately resign and move on. there is no negotiation about it. and i felt if i was to disagree with them, that was wut id b doin. and now i c it wouldnt have been.

and its not like they could override me, im the senior much.

his acting out was entirely their fault. u cant instigate a kid’s actions then decide he’s misbehaving. liek really? ur a dumbass. so this morning ive decide hes only going for one day. i cant take it all away cuz its like favoritism. and i will not b a commiter of that act. total social equality.

so in summary my coworkers pissed me off and r unfairly punishin my kids. i guess i gotta put my foot down. bein non-confrontational doesnt work when ur in a place of authority. eventually u gotta say “holdup. check urself” but in a nice way.

i really do think i need a vacation. mayb go sumplace warm. wut am i tlkin about? i just need to hang wit my friends out sumwhere. theyre like the only ppl to chillax me much. awesomeness. and i rarely get to c them cuz i live so damn far away now. but at least im moving baq soon. plus i havent seen a certain “pocket sized” one in a while. miss u.

til next time. stay frosty.

p.s. i so need a cigarette. i am like dying here. mountain dew so isnt enough to sooth the stress. i swear if i didnt luv bein able to play hb in pro rankings so much, id b on drugs already.