Boi Growing Up

another post another confession:

 regretfully there r people in this world who i hate. i have lost or forgotten the reason y but i still do. and there r people who i admire, for having qualities that i don’t. i dun envy them nor am i jealous. for example i admire ___ for his _______ ability and talent or __________ for her ______ skills. i dun want it for myself instead i hope it carries them far. i once heard “to envy a person is to hate urself, but to wish good on a privileged person is to respect them and urself”

today was busy. i was walking everywhere at the office. copying, typing, printing, sorting…..it gets annoying. im lucky my boss is so easy. sumthin sort of funny, that almost got me fired, happened today. i walked away from my desk, and my phone rang. i was on the other side of the floor, so i didn kno. when i got back, my mom was like ” ur phone starting ringing and disturbed the entire area.” i was like(in my head)”who would call me at this time? i cannot be takin calls.” i said it would never happen again. and the rest of the day was really quiet. like it was still hangin around. i must lay low from now on. an happy b-day danny. i didn forget

i am devoting a part of every post this week to one of my confessions. u kno sumthin u always wanted to say, but never had the chance or the opportunity. i dun kno. i thought bout this idea this mornin. life is wait too unpredictable to keep things to ourselves.

well my first confession:

throughout my entire social life, i have always focused more on my rep than anything else. i never knew y. am i that conceded? its not like i’m this superficial alienative person. i was just too concerned with what other people thought of me. i kind of shielded certain things and acted certain ways. i never let loose and “hang ten” i could honestly say that i missed alot of fun til recently.

have u ever wondered what was better? asian kung fu movies or american action movies. i guess i would have to say kung fu movies. a physical ass-kicking is better than a shoot out anyday. so whats up people? hows everyone’s day going? im chillin. just got back in the house. is there any new music out that i should kno about?

i dunno. now work is actually startin to feel like work. i be tired wakin up in the mornin. but im talkin bout myself too much. hows everyone doin? my friend came over yesterday and did sum filmin for his movie. u happy now ken? i mentioned ur movie. im lookin forward to this weekend. a break from the world. who watches Final Fu?

stayed home today. i was so tired this mornin. i guess it was cause i stayed up late. i totaly miss work and i dun kno why. usually i would rather be home, but whatever. i was watchin this karate movie yesterday and it reminded me of my friend joseph. the dude in the movie was just kicking the crap out of everybody. 3 guesses what i was watching. LOL y is everyone getting a myspace. i am so close to havin one now, but i really dun wan it im gonna be the only one left on xanga whatever. chill out everybody, its a hot day.