blogged this off my myspace…i think i got alot of feelings across…tell me wut u guys think also, i already got positive feedback
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to all my….
:past friends-missin u
:currents friends-cant rock it witout u
:my one love-i cant wait to meet u
:ex grlfriends-luved u
:current crushes-do u kno how i feel bout u?
:enemies-i got beef wit u
:those u talk bout me-i got one question…y?
:those i talk bout-its only good things
:haters hatin on me-no need cuz theres nuthin to hate on
:those i envy-i envy noone cuz i get wut i want
:those who thought i wouldnt be happy-ur sadly mistaken
:those who hoped i would fail-i never poured salt on ur game, y u gotta hurt mine
:those who let me down-ill never trust u again
:those who stuck wit me-this is y i call u friend
:those who misunderstand me-lets sit and talk
:those who pre-judge me-im blacker than u think
:those who influenced me-i thank the many of u
:those who taught me to play-im startin to losen up
“a message to all my”
imma seriously rethinkin handball as my choice for my next gym class
. long story short….i wuz playin after skool when my shoulder started to get mad tight. you would think i wouldve been smart enough to go a little easier or take a break, but no i wuz stupid. i totally ignored it and i wuz playin this kid who is a mad fast server and started to move a little faster than i usually do and i won anyway
. but i sprained my knee in the process. i wuz sumhow able to walk out of the park without anyone noticin, but it hurt so much to walk to the bus stop. i stayed in bed all day today “drinkin” aspirin.(i wuznt literally drinkin asprin. im not stupid
) but i will go to skool tomorrow and continue to play in my class tournament, as if i havent learned my lesson. me and my stupid morals to honor my commitments. 
i just need to rest between games i guess.
its times like these u really start to miss the old days. when everything wuz simple
. u didnt have to worry bout passin this final or gettin accepted to that college, all u had to do wuz just stay kool wit ur friends and chill. when did life get so complicated? y does it have to be hard? y cant there be one solution to everything, sumthin to even out all the rough edges to get a nice flow
. idk im just wonderin especially now with all the shit i have to go through. im startin to realize, more now than ever, that not everyone is straight up wit u. those who i thought were my friends were just in it to get wut they wanted out of me
. is this how it feels to be used so bad? its weird cuz i never had this prob before. i guess my tight buddies were right….i put too much of myself out. but fcuk it, im just gonna sit back, re-evaluate this world, and come baq in a diff way.
this is wierd but i wuz kindof mad when they voted sanjaya off
. he wuz just fun to watch on tv even though he cant sing. lol in my opinion, melinda better not get voted off.
im just wonderin, but does anyone else here listen to kpop. (epik high for lyfe ) im just askin cuz ive kindof exhausted my search for more music and before i download sumthin thats gonna make me not wanna listen to kpop anymore i wanna kno wut else is good. heres a list of wut i have already:_____Rain, Big Bang, BoA, DBSK, Epik High, Fly To The Sky, Kyote, Hyori Lee, Lee Seung Gi, Lee Soo Young, Se7en, SG Wannabe, Super Junior, Yoo Seung Jun_____.
ttyl
on the way to foriegn language rc:
tony-how do u kno so many asian people?
cory(me)-i dun kno. it just happened.
wut can i say….but im part yellow
for those of u who dun kno….a kpop group called Super Junior made a song called O.V.E.R. if i spoke fluent korean i would give u the lyrics, but im close to being bout maybe 30% proficient. korean is hard damnit.
but anyway….point is im through, im endin it, im sorry but i gotta go. cant take it no more.(it rhymes) as of yesterday night, im back to myself.
it really sucks wut happend at virginia tech. sum asian kid(on myspace were debatin wheter he was chinese or hkorean as if it really matters) killed 33 people. supposedly his ex-girlfriend started datin another guy and he went “loco”. wut is this world comin to.
…and unofficailly i got a 90 on my sociology midterm. its my college-now class. i am totally stoked right now cuz i wuz mad nervous for it. but now im happy.
…and i still haven’t gottne the pics off my camera for the autoshow. its been like 2 weeks already. y am i so lazy suddenly?
…and im not so sure i can make this relationship last. it wuz fun at first and wit the extra bedside attention(im only expecting just a few of u to kno wut that means). but the ghettoness is startin to get to me. im too white for this(also expecting just a few to kno wut this means). jaden….i mean cory for u other people….is goin back to bein single.
and i lost $10 playin poker today. that sucks too.
Boi Growing Up 