we were “sparring” today in computer tech class. our teacher was absent and our sub was mad cool. i “fought” Joey. it was uber fun. i a little happy i didn’t get my ass handed to me, like i thought i would. but im a little dissapointed ’cause i think he went easy on me cause it was my first time. U SHOULD’VE FOUGHT ME HARDER JOEY!!!! but today was mad kool. it was alittle weird cause it was rainin,but the sun was shinin at the same time. i start my foreign language speech task tommorrow for the regents. i hope i do good. ttyl

u kno, i really try to be nice to people. but its like u get no respect unless u beat the crap out of them first. im not really like that. u can’t ever generally be upfront and kind to sumone. people just take that for a weakness. but now i say thats it! im sick of this crap and the next person that disses me will have their ass kicked. and im so super serious right now.

that was me venting

its mad late. had a barbeque today. mad people came over. a little tired, but i really dun want to go to bed yet. its kind of like im fightin sleep. i just want ot stay awake forever and ever… but i have h.w. to do, so i guess ill go to sleep and replenish for tommorrow.

no matter how much i hate u, i will help u

no matter how u act to other people, i will be good to you

no matter how bad of a situation ur in, i will be there to comfort u

i’ll always be there for, even if u dun realize it.

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another thing, hope u did well on the AP test joseph and good luck on ur interview on monday.

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but on a lighter note,

i started playing pokemon ruby. its mad old, but i forgot how fun it was. don’t u just u just miss the old things that used to make u happy. how we just replace the old for the new. its alittle sad once u think about it. and my friend keeps saying that i’ve gone emo. i guess in a way i’ve kind of transitioned. but only a little. in my opinion, im nowhere near emo. and i wont ever be. 

this could quiet possibly be my new saying. when u think about it its pain that really makes u stronger in the end. if u make it through anyway. if u never went through any hurt, u get too soft.

but on a lighter note,

we started our practice tournament in my handball class. i would hate to say it, but my team lost 2 games today. my shoulder hurts like crazy. i get a little too competitive and play a little too hard. so i kind of stressed my muscle a little.but tomorrow is a new day.

Today was my first day playing in my gym class. its a handball class. now im good in handball so i shouldn’t have a problem. right? wrong. i usually kick ass to the fullest in handball but today i got scrubbed and all we were doing were drills. now i am pissed off like crazy ’cause i actually said i was good. i tottally looked like a dumbass and i kno i can play. now i am finished venting.