well today in stress-management bai ying brought up a good point(leave it to those who kno u from afar to be truthful with u
) this year im lettin alot of people start to take advantage of my diminsihing brain power
. i guess it stems from my lack of ambition this year. i worked my ass off to get to this point and now that im here, i dun kno wut do. its like im dead locked in one position, i have evrywhere to go, but no reason to get me to go there. im just goin along wit the flow, ridin wit their ambitions i guess. i’ll never admit this off this site, but the reason im not goin to cornell is my own fault. i guess subconsciencously i missed the dealine of the sat which put me off my schedule to have all my tests done by the time admissions were due. otherwise i wuz a deadlock for the school.(its ok u tell me wut a stupid thing i’ve done
) idk, ive always had this vision to stay wit all my best friends and we’d go to skool together and be roomies, and grow old stayin close friends
.(i guess i sound really sentimental right now) i guess i hate radically new enviroments, can anyone identify wit me?
also ok garvin, u can say i told u so.
also key club is goin good. its a little rocky, but truthfully its better than i expected
. in my worst nightmares i wuz afraid that i would let ms lang down and ruin the club, but thx to my seemingly higly dedicated vice-president, we’re keeping things goin. u rule josie!!
hey if u go to john dewey high school and u dont mind stayin afterschool a little bit, u should come check it out.
Boi Growing Up 
Hiiii.
How are you doing? =D I haven’t spoke to you in awhile. Don’t be too lazy this year. ^^;
How’s Key Club really doing now? =O
I want to come visit so much. I will. I will. Who’s the teacher incharge right now? Have you kept in contact with Ms. Lang?
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hi cory, i haven’t been on xanga in a while since school started so i had to read everything later. Cory, I never said you wouldn’t get into Cornell, just that it would be VERY hard. You are smart and I remember in Chemistry and all the other challenging classes you were one of the best students. Besides we all make wrong decisions that we learn from 🙂 If you start over in freshmen year all over again and learned from all the wrong moves you made, I am pretty sure you can get into Cornell. Work hard and besides i told u so lol Cory when did key club start?? you were suppose to remind me to come =/ yeah, jos is doing pretty well advertising keyclub lol. I was at darfur club and she was telling ppl to come to key club hahaha
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hi cory, i haven’t been on xanga in a while since school started so i had to read everything later. Cory, I never said you wouldn’t get into Cornell, just that it would be VERY hard. You are smart and I remember in Chemistry and all the other challenging classes you were one of the best students. Besides we all make wrong decisions that we learn from 🙂 If you start over in freshmen year all over again and learned from all the wrong moves you made, I am pretty sure you can get into Cornell. Work hard and besides i told u so lol Cory when did key club start?? you were suppose to remind me to come =/ yeah, jos is doing pretty well advertising keyclub lol. I was at darfur club and she was telling ppl to come to key club hahaha
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